fairwell my fairweather friends…
The time is long overdue for me to say this and finally mean it. I know you and you know me sort of. The weather is changing and so have I. These illusory bonds that we have are stale and useless. The supposed common ground that we stood on was not common at all. There really is and was nothing I could do for or offer you. The sad part is I really believed there was at one time. The fog has lifted and cleared from my mind. I see that we really are just two people standing in the same room. This has been the situation all along. Call it lack of trust, call it abandonment, in the end when one is left standing your wish would always be that it was you. My fault in this part was wishing and hoping that you would learn the meaning of compassion and sacrifice to the ends of a greater self-realization. The shallow bitter taste left in my mouth was the truth of the situation. For the day and age that we live in, altruism is really a shallow grave death sentence. So it comes to this were I cast off my mooring lines and sail to the other shore. I`m wondering, and I`m wondering…
S.
