cathode-ray comatose…

I stood there right next to you hearing the same words spoken by the same person. I listen and understand what was said. In each situation, we have a choice in what we will do next. You can react or take a moment or two to decide what you want to do. Yet the moment passes all so quickly. Rather than experiencing the moment, the choice was made to block it out and put up a wall of defense. As I said I was there and experienced the same thing. My action was to remain calm and open to the situation as it unfolds. To see what the moment has to offer. Too much time has been spent hiding from what is right in front of us. The pain and anguish held inside is twice as bad as the wall of resentment presented. When rightly understood the release will cleanse the waters of the inner depths. This is a journey that must be trekked out alone. The path will shake the foundations of belief and reason. As the caterpillar arises from the cocoon transformed, so too will the aspirant transform as does the phoenix from ashes. Yet once the moment has ended and the day moves on, there is still a recurring return to the past. An anchoring of something that no longer holds value and weight. A negative loop is created that runs like a self-collapsing maze. The silence of the mind is the only key to unlock.

S.

~ by visualhallucinations on April 19, 2008.