personal observations…

I haven`t said anything here for awhile, not on purpose just haven`t had anything to say lately. I went on retreat, which was very good for me, mentally and spiritually. I`ve noticed that since I`ve come back there is a sort of dull low level dissatisfaction permeating just about everyone. I never really noticed it until I came back. I know exactly why I`ve never noticed it, I was always so busy hating everything and everyone within visual range of me. Granted that was years ago, and I`ve gotten much better since then. Still after the retreat things have changed inside my mind. I am much more at peace, with myself and my surroundings. It was kind of funny watching everyone running around going here and there my first day back. I was sort of thinking where are they going ? The stationary building will still be there in twenty minutes. One thing that holds true for me throughout this journey thus far, if that which thou seekest thou find it not within thee, thou shalt never find it without. Very true. I guess thats about all for now.

S. 

~ by visualhallucinations on June 12, 2008.