Goings ons…

visualhallucinations — Thu, 19 Aug 2010 03:19:16 +0000

I think that we as westerners could really learn alot about ourselves, if we really honestly practiced non-attachment. I’m coming at it from a more emotional standpoint, as opposed to how much ‘stuff’ we pretend to possess. The funny truth about material items is, it owns us. When you think about it, it’s true. You have to take care of it, and have a place to store it when your not ‘using’ it. I don’t think material possessions are wrong or bad, on the contrary, I rather like alot of the things that I have. The aforementioned is what I always keep in the forefront of my mind whenever I see something I want. I always also ask myself, ‘is it necessary ?’. Anyways, I think we spend a great amount of energy attaching ourselves emotionally to every aspect of our lives. It really is quite unnecessary. Most of us have a ‘regular job’, that we seriously do not like. Ask yourself, why ? What is it about the set functions you perform that you have such a grudge against ? I would be willing to bet it’s nothing. It’s probably alot to do with the other people around you that you work with. It’s okay, be honest. Then what is it you so dislike about them ? Are you sure it’s not hidden guilt manifesting itself about you ? Alittle thing I find that helps me personally is, on my short breaks, I go outside, and sit alone, and just breathe. That’s it, nothing more. Try it sometime, just sit there, and do nothing.

Until next time,

spoonbender…

Jan. 02 2010

visualhallucinations — Sat, 02 Jan 2010 21:31:49 +0000

Well, here we are.

Stanley Kubrick would be proud of us. We made it to his movie. The world hasn’t come to an end yet. We can always hope, well not really. It’s a new year, with hope, and chances, and opportunities abounding all around us. Maybe will make use of some of them. You never know. As always I’ve been obsessively listening to new music. Mostly just death,doom,grind, and alittle black metal. On the weekends I enjoy the jazz matinées. Movie wise, I finished the Masters of Horror vol. 1. Really good stuff, check it out. Also watched Martyrs. This is a really strange movie. Check into it on Imdb. Then read the comments. It will make alot of sense then. I feel like crap today so this will be about it for now.

Vortex,

spoonbender…

Visual hallucinations

Goings ons…

Jan. 02 2010